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Tuesday, September 30, 2014

堵了一口气

缺乏

何谓缺乏?
要知道
这世界上
很多人
除了缺乏爱及注意
还缺乏了自信心
自信不是来自于你拿你的强项
来贬低人家
要知道
世界比你强的人有很多
而你只不过是在这一项比较强
在这一刻你能扬眉吐气
你就在这一刻拼命地炫耀
拼命地强调了自己多么的强
你才觉得这生命你没白活了
挽回了你做人的尊严。

要知道
强的人
不是样样都行的人
因为世界上有很多这种人
强的人
是全部都从他身上拿走
他却还是很能撑得住
这种人  强。

贬低

何谓贬低?
彼此只不过是大学生
鼻子真的不需挺得那么高
的确 社会有它的阶层
但无论如何 一个人不能拥有贬低其他人的意识
就因那人的工作岗位
不是能说有意义的
也没能致富
也没能有前途

可是 要知道
那人也在服务社会
个人 有个人的资源
有些人 已经尽了他们的所能
 不能 看小他们
反要感激他们的付出

要知道
社会没欠你
你欠了社会。

价值

何谓价值?
价值是当你付出你的时间与精力
你觉得很满足 很开心
那件事 就值得了
不需再乎其他人的眼光
他是他 你是你
问自己
你开心吗?
那 就行了




堵了一口气
发泄完了
电池也要没了

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Year 2 Sem 1

This post is to list down my epic-packed schedule for this semester. You see, in my uni, we are only allowed to take a maximum of 21 units per semester. But given strong reasons and approval of deputy dean, a student are allowed to take more than that. For me, I'm taking 22 units this semester. Gone through some hard time in getting the approval of deputy dean, I need to really convince her of why would she need to allow me to do so, so she asked me to plan it out and show her. And I did, and she gave me her approval, so happy about that. Due to my degree is a 3-year course, our schedule is really packed and left not much space for us to take anything else, compare to 4-year course that are able to take up to few foreign language till certain level. *jealous*
Oh, and the additional unit i applied is to add Thai language level 1. and this is my schedule:

Monday
0800-0850 Probability Theory
0900-0950 Macro Tutorial
1000-1050 Thai Language
1100-1250 Microeconomics I
1400-1550 Statistical Laboratory
1600-1650 Operational Research Laboratory

Tuesday
0800-0900 Hubungan Etnik ( I don't consider myself having this class, till now I haven't been to any)
1100-1250 Macroeconomics 1
1400-1500 Microeconomics Tutorial
1600-1650 Operational Research
1800-1900 Thai language

Wednesday
1000-1050 Probability Theory Tutorial
1100-1150 Operational Research
1400-1450 Probability Theory
1600-1650 Thai Language
1700-1850 Scientific and Medical English

Thursday
0800-0850 Probability Theory
1400-1450 Thai Language
1600-1650  Scientific and Medical English

Friday
0800-0850 Operational Research

As you can see, I have a lot of class that starts at 8am. *bangs wall*~~ The best motivation thus far to makes me go 8am class is to promise my friend to go breakfast together the day before. By doing that, I'm able to get myself out from my comfy bed of cold weather to go to a 8AM class! To motivate myself more, just. imagine. breakfast.

Also, I have Thai language class almost everyday, that is Monday to Thursday. I was really happy during my first class of Thai, like really happy, have not feel such pure happiness in some time. Till now, I still gladly goes to my Thai Class that is held at language school on our campus highest hill, those that burn thousands of calories by climbing up that hill, for it is a really steep path of climbing up if couldn't get on bus.


My Textbook


The latest page that I was learning.



I have long days on Monday till Wednesday. I can feel that I'm pretty much drained by Wednesday evening, but thus far still feeling alright because I often nap whenever I'm free, since there is nothing much to study yet. My nap can goes up to 3-4 hours, for sleep is a blessing I told myself to cherish.

Above is my academic schedule only, not including activities that I join. For this semester, I'm not joining AIESEC, but still be joining fencing club, holding the position of treasurer (there's very little people in this club only, like maximum also less than 15, quite confirm a person will get a post with no chances of saying no.) Other than that, I'm joining English debate club also for this semester.

Before getting know the junior, I was pretty excited, now that I know them, I'm not anymore. And the reason why? They are very realistic. And very kiasu. And some maybe arrogant too. There are 11 of them only for this year batch (the chinese), 5 of them are Penang people, 1 Subang,  that's make only 5 people from outstation/not city. And you know what? I don't like Penang people, some of them have this mentality that they think they came from the best city of the world, literally. They are really proud of their city, and themselves sometimes. One year I'm here, I'm bored with this "city" already, need not to be so proud kay? Unlike my batch, there are 16 of us, not even one of us is from Penang, 5 of us from KL, and the KL ones are realistic. Other than that, we have 4 from Johor, and others from Taiping, Cameron Highland, Melacca, Klang, Sungai Petani, Alor Setar. And I love these people from small town. They are very selfless and kind. And I think those are very good attributes.

And I guess that's all for now, spent like one hour to blog this. Cheers!




Ending this post with a picture of my hostel. From this pic, we can only see two blocks, that is Tekun guys block on the left, and girls one on the right. There are actually 4 more blocks behind, up on the hill, Saujana and Restu. Those are the ones that can feel themselves living in Genting due to the heavy mist in the early morning in this rainy season.













Even as we grow older, and know the cruel of this world, don't lose the little bit of innocence in ourselves, grab hold of it.