荣幸

我很荣幸，因为我是大马公民

我很荣幸，因为我是大马华侨

使我更加荣幸的是 ：

身为大马公民，华人， 的基督徒。

Speed

Everything happens too fast, way too fast.

The time, things happened, people around us, changes of life.

I'm 17, so I can understand why things is come and go so fast.

Why?

Because I'm 18 soon.

I need to adapt myself into this.

Everything will be so much faster once I step into the 18's world.

Consequences?

A conversation between me and my friends this morning, before entering the hall for Biology Paper 1, to be exact, around 7.50am-7.55am.

Christina:"i gonna "merdeka" after today!" *1

Me:"yup yup, me "merdeka" after tomorrow!" *1

Friend A:"Don't you worry about consequences?"

Me:"what consequences?"

Friend A:"your result?"

Me:"Erm..no?"

Friend B tell friend A:" why would she? her result would still be the same.. (at the same time she doing the action of flipping through pages) *2

Me smile. Why would I worry?

Yup, why would I worry, no matter what result i get in the month of march next year, it will never be my CONSEQUENCES, instead it will be my BLESSING! The reason being I have enjoyed fully my life as student throughout my secondary years, for the fun, joy, laughter and sweet memories i went through this year, result of SPM is a never consequences for my action (not studying, go out watch movie often, hang out with church friends often, spend my weekends for church, go out shopping mall often, read a lot of non necessary books, fiction/non fiction, magazine, newspaper etc etc)! Then why I behave as though SPM very important? The reason is simple, because SPM is a public exam, the result of SPM is to show to others(friends, family, relative, nonsense people):" hey, you see, this is the result i get for SPM". Most of the time(every time), no need to show, THEY WILL automatically ask. For the feeling of pleasure and temporal happiness, is better to get GOOD result or the result people expect me to get. Of course, good result can gets scholarship, but scholarship is not the only way of furthering studies. I won't die because of my SPM result or because I din get this or that scholarship. The worst i could figure of is entering form 6, but will that be the consequences of my action? Who knows that would be another blessing for ME. =D

Well, read until here, some people would want to say to me :" you reap what you sow, you see, Lee Xiang." And so i tell you:"Oh yes, i reap what i sow, i satisfied with what/how i reap to the max! i enjoy what i sow to the max!"

Seriously, SPM is very important for the condition I'm being in now, but is not that important after all. Agrees?

*1: practically haven't "merdeka" actually, because both of us still have papers next week, but self declare it because we can relax down ourselves already.

*2: for those who don't get it..what she meant was "same lousy".. (she's not my enemy,confirmed. And i din get offended also, is common).

No matter what, 2010 is a great and awesome year for me!
Never doubted about this. =D

seriously, i won't die because of my result for my SPM.
Cheers! ^^

Prayer

Father in Heaven,

I want to pray for those who're sick now.

You know most of the people around me is having flu, cough, sore throat, headache, fever and etc.

Listing down their name in my heart.

I pray that You will heal them,

Let them have enough rest in You.

Grant them strength for those who have to work when they're still sick,

and what they do will bring glory to Your name,

Hope they will always remember You're always with them, Father.

Amen.

EXAM

Some brief comments on the past subjects :

BM: I wrote the essay title "tanggungjawab anak terhadap ibu bapa".

BI: I wrote the essay title "what can we do to save our environment".

SEJ: I did essay topic on "globalisasi" until half way don't know how to do, i go do the topic about "Yang-Di-Pertuan Agong".

Maths: I wrong one question in objective paper, reason is I carelessly thought that -3 is greater than -2. =="

Moral: Not bad, some question didn't make any sense. In one of the question there is a picture on two siblings buying durian, there is dialogue between them. First question is "DUA nilai Robert mengamalkan", buy local fruits mengamalkan what nilai lah?!! Definisi of nilai must related to condition samore. =="

Add Maths: I totally blank a compulsory question on paper 2, on the topic of integration, consume 7 marks.

Physic: Paper 1 was easy, paper 2 is crazy hard, paper 3 i do the experiment until halfway don't really know what am i looking for. Current and voltage is constant, and i'm not looking for resistance also. After that ask my friend, and she said we are suppose to look for strength of the soft iron core, "owh i see."

7 subjects down, all subjects been good so far other than physic.

2 more week, 5 more subjects to go!
Looking forward for everything after SPM! Everything~!!! ^^

Where is it?

For where your treasure is, there your heart well be also.

[Matt 6:21]

Through my reflections, experience and thoughts,

Without my heart,

In every life journey I started, won't last.

In everything I do won't be treasured/appreciated.

And I don't even care, sometimes.

Always prepare your heart,

Before the worst arrive.

So that you won't fall,

And your heart is always with the Lord.

Father in Heaven,

Give me strength to guard my heart against all evil.

Hold me in Your hands, protect me.

I need You, everyday, every minutes and every second.

Amen.

7 things about me

Yay! My first post for this blog! =D

• the day, month, and year of my DOB has the number 3, I'm born on 30th of march 1993. Not impressive enough? Not only that actually, Last four digit of my IC has the number "3", house phone number has the number "3", hand phone number has the number "3", birth certificate has the number "3", house address has the number of "9, 3, 35", angka giliran of SPM is BHxxx033, the date receive Christ as personal savior is 3rd Dec, and oh ya, just checked, my passport no, out of 8-digit number, I has 5 number "3"~!!! I guess my death certificate also will have the number 3... =="

• nowadays seldom wear watch, unless necessary, but one thing for sure, i wear watch when i sleep, is my habit.

• i love to observe building which is under construction, wonder how such small size human can built such big building. Never know how to answer this question until i pass by the room where school store wood planks for KHB, so i figured that human built machines, machines built a bigger machines, bigger machines built a much bigger machines, and all these machines with the corporation with human, built big building. Dunno whether is it correct, but curiosity solved, satisfied.

• i enjoy reading books, but specifically, i enjoy books that has been wrapped by myself. Since when i know i have this kind of enjoyment? When one day book wrapper of my house is finish. Yet i want to read the book which i have bought, so i read the book anyway, but somehow has a weird feeling, reading it without much feeling of connection with the book. Read till halfway the next day, under hot sun of 12 o'clock noon, i cycle to a shop to buy book wrapper. Got back home, wrap the book, stacked it under other few heavy books for it to form the shape for a while, then only i read the book. Ahh~~ Enjoyment of reading!! =D

• i like to watch American series. My MSN address are derived from the two series i liked most, which is Prison Break and Criminal Mind.The top 11 movies i like, from 1-11, in order are: Prison Break, Criminal Mind, NCIS, Bones, Lie To Me, Gossip Girl, CSI, Glee, The Vampire Diaries, Fringe, The Mentalist.

• The latest time I have ever sleep in my life is around 4.45am only, never try awake whole night. The latest time I have ever woke up is around 10.45am, haven't try sleeping beyond noon, don't want to try also, practice healthy lifestyle k~! Haha!
  

• I like the feeling of speed, in forms of vehicles and also adventure. Would love to try skydiving and bungee jump one day~!! Nice!! ^^

Wow, taken a long time to write this post, is going to be 3am, time to sleep. Enjoy!

Love,
Lee Xiang.